In My Life- The Beatles

Today, this whole week really has sucked. but today we had to put maggie (my dog) to sleep because she had cancer in her spleen :( it was heartbreaking but I think ive gotten a little bit better about it all. I will write more later.

Everything Must Go- Taking Back Sunday

Quite a bit has been going on lately...

I've been keeping pretty busy, and avoiding home. I try not to think about everything that's going on because it only makes me sad. Everything seems to be falling apart but maybe it will get better. I was at my grandmas the other day and I told her that my dad said to talk to her or my mom to pay for an orthodontist visit and she said something that pretty much meant that my dad is kinda abandoning me, which I don't think is completely the case but of course my grandma is going to be on my moms side because its her daughter that my dads hurting. The new Taking Back Sunday CD came out today... my favorite song on it is Everything Must Go.... part of it reminds me of my dad a lot,

"You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud"

the "Good Book" refers to the Bible...

I need sleep. Gotta wake up early for the blink 182 presale.... god i hope I get pit. that would make my day. not likely though.